Denouncing Alpha Kappa Alpha and Sticking to it!!!

I pledged Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority Incorporated in Fall of 2006. As we went through a MIP (Member Intake Process) process, I can remember being in a dark room with lite candles. I can remember kneeling in front of a table with items on it. I remember repeating oaths and singing songs. I can remember thinking, "This is demonic" but I brushed the feelings off and counted it toward nerves. A year later I remember someone saying that AKA and other Greek organizations were of the devil. I stood strong on what I knew and said it was a lie. I said, we pray and mention the name of Jesus in oaths so that's not true. Almost a year later from that time, my LS called me and said, "Did we sell our souls to the devil?" She stated that she read some things online and saw a YouTube video that talked about Greek symbols and how the Greek organizations are a trick of the devil. In the YouTube video it talked about Greeks and Idol worship. I told her I heard the same thing and I was going to pray about it. I again brushed it off but this time I made a mental note in my mind that something didn't seem right. The last thing that really made me pursue an answer was my husband (we just started dating at the time). We went to the same college and he was an ALL OUT QUE DOG!!! He was MR. Que in college. He informed me at dinner that he left the organization. I was shocked. He began to tell me how he was praying one day and a voice told him that he should not worship other gods. He then left denounced it. He states that he always knew it was wrong but he did it anyway. In April 2011 I was praying to God and asking Him to remove anything that's not like Him in my life. I wanted to experience God on a new level. I wanted to totally SOLD OUT to Him. I no longer wanted the things of this world but I completely wanted Him! As I began to seek Him that year in 2011, one night I had a dream. The dream (in more detail), I was with my line sisters at a big house with a nice pool. We were having a gathering and laughing and talking. We all had on out green AKA jackets. I remember having my AKA key chain in my hand. I remember my key chain falling out of my hand in slow motion. As the key chain fell out of my hand I tried to catch it but it continue to fall. It was a slow long fall but the ground wasn't that far from where I was standing. I remember the key chain breaking in half. The pink broke away from the green and the AKA symbol broke off the key chain. When I woke up the next day I was confused, but I knew that it the dream was meaningful. I knew that this was my finally sign to leave. One night I decided to get rid of everything. I took all my AKA things and through it in the trash. As I started walking by to my apartment I could feel that something was angry at me. I began to get paranoid. I felt like something was after me. I started praying and asking God to protect me from whatever evil spirit that wants to hurt me. It took me a couple of weeks but I finally told all my sorority sisters. I was afraid to tell people because I thought they would be angry. To my surprise most of them supported me. To my surprised some of them told me that they left and they felt it wasn't right either. One of my line sisters told me that she felt like she was wrong pledging. Through the years I struggled with my decision. I know that God told me to leave but I couldn't figure out why others that left went back. I couldn't figure out how others that proclaimed Jesus, Holiness, being SOLD OUT could be in leadership in churches but I had to leave. I started to feel alone that I wasn't in the mix anymore. I felt like left out. However, I knew I couldn't go back. I knew that I couldn't return to what God delivered me from. Every time I would have those thoughts someone would reach out from the post my first post and tell me that they had the same conviction or would ask me why I left because they have the same feelings. God tells us to serve no other god but Him. God tells us that He will share is glory with no one. God tells us to love him with all our hearts, souls mind and strength. God tells us to be careful for everything. He tells us that there is a way that seems right to men but will lead to destruction. He tells us that what’s done in the dark will come to light. We cannot serve TWO masters. God says people will do works in His name JESUS but their hearts are far from Him. Just because an organization uses scriptures, prays or and mentions God doesn't mean that it's of God. Remember the devil tempted Jesus and used the scriptures to tempt Jesus. The devil will use God's words to confuse the weak minded. STAY PRAYED UP!!! Seek God with all your heart and He will give you the understanding on this. Feel free to email me if you want more understand. My testimony has brought many people out of darkness. I'm just a vessel being used by God!!!

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